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First Video Post - The Start of a New Series
Wednesday, 23 April 2014
The Organization
Ah there's nothing like a huge dose of science after a long day at work! The new Cosmos really filled that gap quite well, every time I see that opening scene it sends a shock to my system like i'm alive again, liek there's some hope instead of having my stay dead among the stagnant rock which is the day to day life.
So all this servitude has got me thinking a lot on that army I would like to build.. and well by army I mean rebel? mercenary? hard to explain but basically it'll be a group to improve whoever wants to join and then they contribute back, though there could be some that would be "hardliners" where they would stay in the group and work for the group, it would be split into two sides (and this is where I would draw something if I had a tablet).
First half would be the intellect, ran by a single man in charge, their focus would be on gaining intelligence for the strength half and also making money by any means necessary such as stocks and such, hacking, manipulating government (in a good way) and other projects like that. They would also learn other things that weren't towards these goals like physics, biology, chemistry, nano tech, anything really.
The second half would be strength, also run by a single different man(or women I guess I just mean person) and what they would do is focus on strength, they would work on strengthening the muscles, but also they would work on military tactics, martial arts, weapon training both melee and ranged, old and new technologies. They would strive to be the best soldiers that could possibly exist, implementing themselves into police forces, specialized swat squads, mercenary groups, and of course military.
Although these two sides are run separately they also have a bare minimum of either sides they have to do. In actuality they would all start off the same rank at the bottom where they would be trained all on the same stuff, with no sides picked, no rankings, just grunts. They would be fed high nutritional diets and go through physical and mental training regimens, making sure to have all the intelligence basics and at the same time have all the basic body skills and overall health. After this they would move up and pick a side, as they rank up they would specialize more and get further apart from the other side, but of course they make take training from the opposite side whenever they chose as long as it was away from their normal schedule.
The two leaders would be the General and the Philosopher, and it is they who lead all this group, below them are their own soldiers specialized however they see fit. One cannot exist without the other, but there is also a group that would work in the shadow, separate from all the other teams but in direct control of a third man named the Ghost. He and his team would take care of any loose ends deemed by the others too dangerous.
Alas I've had many thoughts of this group, and I still to this day want to create it. Maybe soylent will be the first step.. then I just need to find my general, and ghost, and we will create this group and allow it to thrive in the darkness.. I know it seems a form of rip off of fight club, and I have no idea how to truly start it, but the biggest problem is that the leaders must be better than everyone. All the soldiers must be in awe of these leaders, or it serves no purpose.
So I guess Step 1: Make myself healthier and better than I've ever been. Make others in awe of me in some form or another, Become The Philosopher.
Listening: All Beauty Destroyed by Aesthetic Perfection
So all this servitude has got me thinking a lot on that army I would like to build.. and well by army I mean rebel? mercenary? hard to explain but basically it'll be a group to improve whoever wants to join and then they contribute back, though there could be some that would be "hardliners" where they would stay in the group and work for the group, it would be split into two sides (and this is where I would draw something if I had a tablet).
First half would be the intellect, ran by a single man in charge, their focus would be on gaining intelligence for the strength half and also making money by any means necessary such as stocks and such, hacking, manipulating government (in a good way) and other projects like that. They would also learn other things that weren't towards these goals like physics, biology, chemistry, nano tech, anything really.
The second half would be strength, also run by a single different man(or women I guess I just mean person) and what they would do is focus on strength, they would work on strengthening the muscles, but also they would work on military tactics, martial arts, weapon training both melee and ranged, old and new technologies. They would strive to be the best soldiers that could possibly exist, implementing themselves into police forces, specialized swat squads, mercenary groups, and of course military.
Although these two sides are run separately they also have a bare minimum of either sides they have to do. In actuality they would all start off the same rank at the bottom where they would be trained all on the same stuff, with no sides picked, no rankings, just grunts. They would be fed high nutritional diets and go through physical and mental training regimens, making sure to have all the intelligence basics and at the same time have all the basic body skills and overall health. After this they would move up and pick a side, as they rank up they would specialize more and get further apart from the other side, but of course they make take training from the opposite side whenever they chose as long as it was away from their normal schedule.
The two leaders would be the General and the Philosopher, and it is they who lead all this group, below them are their own soldiers specialized however they see fit. One cannot exist without the other, but there is also a group that would work in the shadow, separate from all the other teams but in direct control of a third man named the Ghost. He and his team would take care of any loose ends deemed by the others too dangerous.
Alas I've had many thoughts of this group, and I still to this day want to create it. Maybe soylent will be the first step.. then I just need to find my general, and ghost, and we will create this group and allow it to thrive in the darkness.. I know it seems a form of rip off of fight club, and I have no idea how to truly start it, but the biggest problem is that the leaders must be better than everyone. All the soldiers must be in awe of these leaders, or it serves no purpose.
So I guess Step 1: Make myself healthier and better than I've ever been. Make others in awe of me in some form or another, Become The Philosopher.
Listening: All Beauty Destroyed by Aesthetic Perfection
Wednesday, 19 December 2012
Politics and more progress
Ok so this might sound a little weird, but I want to add politics to my stuff to learn. I know I know, I do still not like politics, but! it is the way the world is run, and at the same time I think I might not be too bad at it, (scary confession I know) The reason why is because a friend and I were having a conversation about different politics, he came up with an idea of giving corporations bigger tax cuts if they put funding into a specific range of research innovations. Kinda like if your just a person who makes quite a bit of money and you donate money to a charity, you get a tax break so you don't get destroyed by the government. Same thing but it would allow us to give tax breaks for corporations and still allow for us to get something out of it. All of this is really making me consider more and more about making my own political party. Though it would need a lot of work, more research and more people. What I would need to do is get it popular enough before anyone runs in the party so at least around 10 people try and get elected under this party during the same election. If they get in awesome, if they don't it's alright but at least then we actually get our name out there.
That's it for politics for now. Now progress.
Progress: Jayme's
Japanese: Level 1 Core 2 Lesson 11/17
Kendo: Beginning March 2013
Cooking: Cupcakes will be in oven at around 10:30 (they're going to work tomorrow)
Politics: Stage 1: Thought processes, no clear idea of policies
A nice old woman actually helped me with looking for cake stuff, I helped her a bit too so she called me "such a kind young man" Kinda felt cheesy but nice at the same time.
Also For anyone that is interested in helping or joining with any of these goals. Let me know, and I will welcome you and even help you out.
Ciao!
-TS
That's it for politics for now. Now progress.
Progress: Jayme's
Japanese: Level 1 Core 2 Lesson 11/17
Kendo: Beginning March 2013
Cooking: Cupcakes will be in oven at around 10:30 (they're going to work tomorrow)
Politics: Stage 1: Thought processes, no clear idea of policies
A nice old woman actually helped me with looking for cake stuff, I helped her a bit too so she called me "such a kind young man" Kinda felt cheesy but nice at the same time.
Also For anyone that is interested in helping or joining with any of these goals. Let me know, and I will welcome you and even help you out.
Ciao!
-TS
Monday, 17 December 2012
Harsh truths and Doing something
So I got another kick in the butt to keep going and start doing things again, a friend sent me a link ( Cracked 6 harsh truths that will make you better person ) which I recommend all of you read. Sure he's being an asshole, that doesn't change the fact that he is right! I mean really, how many of us have done exactly as he stated and not done a thing. I know I have, I know i'm doing that pretty much right now. We all must contribute to something that will make us create things! And even though it's in the spirit of the new year to do exactly as I just said there's one thing that needs to change, We can't do any of this "i'm going to get rich" or "i'm going to get a gf/bf" instead we need to start planning things that we'll learn or start doing! "i'm going to learn to cook" or "i'm going to learn a language" or "i'm going to learn karate" it doesn't matter you could want to learn how to do perfect rolls continuously. I don't freaking know, just do something! Anything!
For me i'm going to update these blogs with progress, i'm going to start right away because well, we all know if we put it off to the new year NONE of us will even touch it. Gotta start when you're in the mood and keep it moving so you get in the habit.
I recommend all of you to start a blog or something to keep track of it as well, Hell if you don't want to i'll even let you record the progress on my blog! you don't even have to post your name just post your alias or whatever you want it to be, Every time you comment on my blog i'll update your progress. Just use the format like I will below.
So come on people! Let's do it! We are what we can do after all.
Listening: A man Alone - Finch
Progress: Jayme's
Japanese: Level 1 Core 2 lesson 8/17 (Yes I started already)
Kendo: Beginning March (Need to wait for classes to open)
Cooking: No progress so far.
P.s. I want to start cooking, I'm thinking scones first, since I have tea and scones are delicious. What do you think I should cook? Comment :)
For me i'm going to update these blogs with progress, i'm going to start right away because well, we all know if we put it off to the new year NONE of us will even touch it. Gotta start when you're in the mood and keep it moving so you get in the habit.
I recommend all of you to start a blog or something to keep track of it as well, Hell if you don't want to i'll even let you record the progress on my blog! you don't even have to post your name just post your alias or whatever you want it to be, Every time you comment on my blog i'll update your progress. Just use the format like I will below.
So come on people! Let's do it! We are what we can do after all.
Listening: A man Alone - Finch
Progress: Jayme's
Japanese: Level 1 Core 2 lesson 8/17 (Yes I started already)
Kendo: Beginning March (Need to wait for classes to open)
Cooking: No progress so far.
P.s. I want to start cooking, I'm thinking scones first, since I have tea and scones are delicious. What do you think I should cook? Comment :)
Friday, 9 November 2012
Inequality
I don't get it, in fact i'm kind of sick of the equality that goes around, and I don't mean the obvious ones, I don't mean the jokes, actually I like the jokes i'll tell you why later. What i'm talking about is the accepted inequalities that go around and since they're so widely accepted no one goes against them. There's plenty of one but one has been ticking me off recently probably cause i'm part of it and can't help but feel like it's aimed at me a lot. What i'm talking about is men. It seems like men are targeted as a single group all the time now, I know that i'm not a part of that group that they target either. I'm not a usual asshole, selfish, just wants to get in your pants kind of guy, So therefore I don't want to be treated as such. Is it so ridiculous that I get treated as Me? I don't want to be treated as a guy I wanted to be treated as an individual, don't judge me on your false standards and don't attack me because I have a penis. It's not right and it never will be. You can hop behind the "oh but i'm a fragile women" and " but we're the ones that are being oppressed." but your not fooling anyone anymore, I mean really? Women were so oppressed back in the day that you came up and started to oppress the other side, and is that fair? no! Because i'm not from that generation a hundred years ago, I'm a different person! I'm from this generation and I want COMPLETE equality.
That brings me to other inequalities, firstly I guess race. I mean this should be the obvious one, don't judge someone cause of what they are, judge them based on who they are. You may have met a lot of another race that you don't like, and that just may be because of what culture they were raised in, and how your values differ. But that doesn't mean all of them will feel the same way, and act the same way. That's like saying since your white your rich, spoiled and live in a mansions. How many of us have that? almost none? Thought so.. Judgments are ridiculous thing to do... but there is the opposite that happens too.
For instance, free money or free support because of what you are.. SERIOUSLY? no one else see the problem? I mean services like sponsorship and such don't bother me as much although they should still go away, but the heart of the problem is that if you treat others as different people.. as different species, creatures or race. Then they will be. There will be racism, there will be hate, and all because you decide to distinguish. Once people realize that if you treat people as complete individuals we all become equal, this world can finally move on to become a better place.
That's the end of my rant for today.
p.s. I forgot to add the reason I like racist jokes, I guess the biggest reason is because the more that people put them out in the open, and the more people laugh about stereotypes, the more unrealistic they seem. People stop being truly racist and just accept them as jokes that everyone finds funny, it seems to let people accept everyone easier. In my eyes at least.
TL;DR Once people realize that if you treat people as complete individuals we all become equal, this world can finally move on to become a better place. And start being equal.
That brings me to other inequalities, firstly I guess race. I mean this should be the obvious one, don't judge someone cause of what they are, judge them based on who they are. You may have met a lot of another race that you don't like, and that just may be because of what culture they were raised in, and how your values differ. But that doesn't mean all of them will feel the same way, and act the same way. That's like saying since your white your rich, spoiled and live in a mansions. How many of us have that? almost none? Thought so.. Judgments are ridiculous thing to do... but there is the opposite that happens too.
For instance, free money or free support because of what you are.. SERIOUSLY? no one else see the problem? I mean services like sponsorship and such don't bother me as much although they should still go away, but the heart of the problem is that if you treat others as different people.. as different species, creatures or race. Then they will be. There will be racism, there will be hate, and all because you decide to distinguish. Once people realize that if you treat people as complete individuals we all become equal, this world can finally move on to become a better place.
That's the end of my rant for today.
p.s. I forgot to add the reason I like racist jokes, I guess the biggest reason is because the more that people put them out in the open, and the more people laugh about stereotypes, the more unrealistic they seem. People stop being truly racist and just accept them as jokes that everyone finds funny, it seems to let people accept everyone easier. In my eyes at least.
TL;DR Once people realize that if you treat people as complete individuals we all become equal, this world can finally move on to become a better place. And start being equal.
Tuesday, 6 November 2012
Obligatory Political Rant
So i've been thinking of starting my own political party, I can get the outline of what I want, but for specifics I need help. So let's put it in categories.
Science: I want to move into better more funding for research, more open research strategies but still enforce tough regulations for any products that affect humans or there health and the environment.
Economy: I'm not very good with this stuff but I obviously want more the better, work on getting provinces out of debt.
Foreign policy: be good to our neighbors but work on a bettering the planet with everyone and increasing human rights and increasing interdependence but at the same time.
There's a couple other things that I'm thinking as well but I want input from you guys. tell me what you'd want or what other things I should talk about.
Science: I want to move into better more funding for research, more open research strategies but still enforce tough regulations for any products that affect humans or there health and the environment.
Economy: I'm not very good with this stuff but I obviously want more the better, work on getting provinces out of debt.
Foreign policy: be good to our neighbors but work on a bettering the planet with everyone and increasing human rights and increasing interdependence but at the same time.
There's a couple other things that I'm thinking as well but I want input from you guys. tell me what you'd want or what other things I should talk about.
Wednesday, 3 August 2011
Failing life and hoping for the future.
So as the title says.. well it pretty much describes it all, Got a girlfriend, she broke up with me.. now i'm angsty... I left facebook cause of that kind of thing and now i'm google + which I enjoy.. but im basically there alone.. I got no one on it that actually goes on it... so it's kinda lonely.
but ya.. time for vent, I god damn miss bailie, it's driving me nuts.. I think of her with everything.. I want to be with her around her.. I want to hold her son hayden in my arms again.. god i'm weird.. but I miss her a lot. The other day I got distracted by a song she likes, and now all top 40 music that I hear.. I imagine her dancing to it... my heart drops to my stomach every time too. any blond girl I see I check to see if it's her.. it's getting to the point where I can't watch porn anymore>.>... ya I know me right? weird..
And with all that, theres all that school and house searching I have to do.. which blows.. i've been lazy and got stuck on one school problem and I haven't done it since.. i've been to unfocused with this bailie thing.. ah women the bain of me.. well other than me. and with houses... well all my choices suck apparently.. I understood it more but then got freaked out on by my roommate cause my dad should look since he knows what he's looking for.. but here's the thing, my dad doesn't need the house. WE do. so WE should look for it. but they want me to pick it so theres no arguments and blah blah blah.. while in fact it puts loads more stress on me.. I shrug it off of course.. I be the nice guy and such.
On the other hand i've been sleeping with emily again.. stupid I know... but meh, I can tell she'd still love to get back together, but I can see that crumbling, we barely make it together as just friends..>.> and ellie snapped at me so I screamed in her face and made her cry..... what?! she deserved it! and frankly I enjoyed it. Everyone needs a snap to realize "oh wait, i'm not the center of the universe!" especially when you lie and do drugs behind someones back... *grumble grumble* oh drama drama.. the only reason it doesn't turn to full drama is cause i tell them how it is. and done. well... mostly. but enough. any drama starts I either slice and dice or just leave.
But ya... if anyone whos in contact with bailie ever reads this.. if she asks. yes I'm still in love with her.. She's turning to be another kayla... damn..>.> I really don't need two girls on my mind constantly. bah!
well I should probably sleep, thanks for the rant journals/people.
night!
but ya.. time for vent, I god damn miss bailie, it's driving me nuts.. I think of her with everything.. I want to be with her around her.. I want to hold her son hayden in my arms again.. god i'm weird.. but I miss her a lot. The other day I got distracted by a song she likes, and now all top 40 music that I hear.. I imagine her dancing to it... my heart drops to my stomach every time too. any blond girl I see I check to see if it's her.. it's getting to the point where I can't watch porn anymore>.>... ya I know me right? weird..
And with all that, theres all that school and house searching I have to do.. which blows.. i've been lazy and got stuck on one school problem and I haven't done it since.. i've been to unfocused with this bailie thing.. ah women the bain of me.. well other than me. and with houses... well all my choices suck apparently.. I understood it more but then got freaked out on by my roommate cause my dad should look since he knows what he's looking for.. but here's the thing, my dad doesn't need the house. WE do. so WE should look for it. but they want me to pick it so theres no arguments and blah blah blah.. while in fact it puts loads more stress on me.. I shrug it off of course.. I be the nice guy and such.
On the other hand i've been sleeping with emily again.. stupid I know... but meh, I can tell she'd still love to get back together, but I can see that crumbling, we barely make it together as just friends..>.> and ellie snapped at me so I screamed in her face and made her cry..... what?! she deserved it! and frankly I enjoyed it. Everyone needs a snap to realize "oh wait, i'm not the center of the universe!" especially when you lie and do drugs behind someones back... *grumble grumble* oh drama drama.. the only reason it doesn't turn to full drama is cause i tell them how it is. and done. well... mostly. but enough. any drama starts I either slice and dice or just leave.
But ya... if anyone whos in contact with bailie ever reads this.. if she asks. yes I'm still in love with her.. She's turning to be another kayla... damn..>.> I really don't need two girls on my mind constantly. bah!
well I should probably sleep, thanks for the rant journals/people.
night!
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